My name is Hemy Knox, and I'm a f--king heartbreaker.... I've hurt the one person who means the most to me in life, the only woman I have ever f--king loved. I let the drugs, alcohol, and wild life take over, consume me. I got her where I wanted her and ripped her f--king heart out.

Since then I've spent countless nights having dirty, meaningless sex with a multitude of people, leaving them wanting and begging for more with no regrets. Some may even call me the devil, soulless.

They look and judge, but there is one thing they don't know; no one does. I want more than this life of stripping and sleeping around, the never-ending party. I want love and everything that comes with it, that high that never ends. The problem is...I want it only with her.

Onyx.

She refuses to be mine...again. She's smart, and it's a motherf--king pain in my ass guarding her heart while ripping mine right out of my chiseled chest. I can't say that I blame her. I always was a dumb ass when it came to the emotions of a woman, especially her.

She wants to see me suffer as much as I made her, watch me wither and f--king die at her feet. She wants to crush me until I'm no longer breathing, and I will let her, because it hurts far less than not having her as mine.

I will stop at nothing to make her mine again. The pain only drives me harder, feeding my fury and giving me a reason to live: her.