Who am I? Am I worthy? Do I mean anything? Am I loved?

Morgan thought God led her to be a Firefighter and First Responder. Turns out it was the worst experience of her life. As the darkness she dealt with piled up, not only on the job, but also inside the firehouse from her own co-workers, it seemed like the only way out was by her own hand.

Is the spiritual and supernatural real? Does God really hear me in my pain and struggle? Is there a point to the suffering? Is He really even there?

Things shouldn't be this way.

Life shouldn't be this difficult. God is leading, right? Christ did tell me to do this, right? That's what she thought she had always heard.

He has a purpose, a plan, and a point. She'd heard that so many times. But during her own struggles, she had questions that weren't answered. Jesus, are you there? Really? Because it sure doesn't feel like it right now.

Turns out God had other plans. Did Christ lead her into the fire just to come out as a new person? Maybe. She thinks so. Time will tell.

But Jesus held up His end of the bargain she made on that fateful day in the psychiatric ward, so now she's holding up hers.

It is truly an invitation to peace, and to connect, with God.



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Police Officer, Firefighter, Military, Soldier, First Responders, faith, Miss Ohio, female

Trauma, wellness, mental health, spirituality, suicide, redemption, peace, hope, healing, direction, meaning, darkness, despair

Christianity, religion, church, Jesus, Christ, God, Bible, doubt, questions, questioning,

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