Today’s episode deals with my first Mother’s Day after my mother’s passing last October. Unlike other past episodes, this one really doesn’t deal with Group Therapy. This is just something that I went through.

Today’s reading is taken from some poems that I read from Robert frost. One of the poems is one of the poems that I read the first time the night that I got raped for the first time by the teacher. it is always had a special place.

Some of the things that I deal with is being able to handle tragedy, which means you can be able to handle the world. I also felt like Mother’s Day or the passing of your last parent was practice for your own funeral especially if you’re the last one.

In this episode, I discussed the group therapy session that was before Easter, and about the concept of murder them, but only for the survival of sex abuse, but also the survivor of addiction.

Today’s reading was taken from a poem by Walt Whitman entitled “to him that was crucified”.

I start off by with a group to find from Webster’s is the term of martyr. I didn’t move into the different kinds of death like humiliation disappointment, and endup in the banalities of life. It was just a concept that people actually die before they actually die.

I then talk about suicide and the search for a quality per Walt Whitman.

All everyone together

The junkies conundrum

This episode, is it getting taken from the group therapy session with the topic was seeing a psychiatrist or seeing a nurse practitioner through a television.

Some of the guys in the group didn’t like it bothers liked it without a human being physically in the room. Decision also involved you guys talking about the hierarchy between group therapy and individual one on one therapy.

This podcast session the reading was from Neil postman’s Technopoly. This was a book that I read about matriculated in experimental design.

This episode is based on more group therapy sessions in which the group diagnosed American voters.

This is a reference to the phenomena of trans placement wherein a patient believes they themselves are a doctor or therapist. This is due to the expertise afforded patients the total time in therapy.

This reading is from Emma gold man’s “minorities vs majorities.

My mother passed away. This episode I talk about the cycle of life, funerals, being missed, being remembered, and the role of children.

My mother wore the chain she forged in life, and pressed it upon me. I feel a sense of relief for her passing. Her birthday approaches and I feel nothing.

I read again from Poe.

The cycle of life repeats. My turn to die is in play.

This episodes deals with the election for president as politic entered group therapy recently.

I read from Anarchism and other essays by Emma Goldman. The article is entitled “patriotism: a menace to liberty.

The real separation of human is based on wealth: rich vs poor.

I call for a national divorce between American and politicians.

In this episode I discuss a new member to the group who was diagnosed with co curing and has decided to do both, group therapy and NA. I read from my copy of the narcotics anonymous blue specifically on recovery and relapse.

My opinion of therapy methodologies is just that , my opinion. I support whatever works for you. NA didn’t work for me.

Life is not a group effort

Treatment becomes our new addiction

This episode is about a therapy session topic again; Memorial Day weekend.

We spoke of life as war metaphor, the difference between surviving and victim. There is also mention of the current state of conflict around the world, and the purpose of remembering those that died fighting.

I read from Robert Bloch “material instinct”, part 2.

Prepare for it and remember. Party this weekend and be grateful for war.