Recorded in October 2020, this was the beginning of my podcast journey. At the time, I was driving solo across the lower 48 states as a trucker. This raw, unfiltered recording captures my thoughts on life on the road, long hours in solitude, and the endless stream of ideas that led me to create this podcast. It’s a glimpse into my mind and my beginnings—messy, but honest.

U.S. Hotlines:

• ​988 – Suicide & Crisis Lifeline (24/7)
• ​Text HOME to 741741 – Crisis Text Line (24/7)

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He’s Making You Crazy by Kristen Doute—a hilarious and sometimes cringeworthy exploration of Kristen’s rollercoaster dating history. From her first kiss to her most unforgettable heartbreaks, Kristen unpacks the chaos of relationships and offers a laugh-out-loud guide to getting the guy, getting even, and getting over it. Whether you’re a fan of Vanderpump Rules, The Valley, let’s talk about it! It’s our first book review or #BrookReview #BrookClub are you cringing yet?

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I reflect on the complex feelings surrounding the death of my abuser and how it triggered a whirlwind of emotions, memories, and realizations. As I recount a day in the life of a trucker, from managing errands to handling unexpected tech issues on the road, I share how I coped with the overwhelming triggers and flashbacks.

I also discuss how Paris Hilton’s documentary uncovered parallels to my own boarding school trauma, revisiting moments of fear, survival, and resilience from my childhood. This episode is a deeply personal journey through grief, healing, and rediscovery, with insights into how I’ve learned to navigate such difficult experiences.

Trigger Warning: discussions of sexual abuse, emotional abuse, boarding school trauma, and mentions of suicide. Listener discretion is advised.

If you or someone you know needs support, here are some resources:

• ​National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (U.S.): 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) or dial 988.
• ​RAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network): 1-800-656-HOPE (1-800-656-4673) or visit rainn.org.
• ​Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 (available 24/7).
• ​Samaritans (UK): Call 116 123 or visit samaritans.org.

Take care of yourself, and thank you for listening.

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